Glimpses of a Morons life

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Sant Valenteen divas

Poora vishva kisi pyar ke sant ka janam din mana raha hai aur main samay vyateet karne ke liye yeh blog likh raha hoon.Sonch raha hoon kya likhoon . Kuchch goodh sawaal mere antarman main kautuhal paida kar mere hriday ki peeda ko nirantar hi anant kar rahe hain...

Kehte hain logon ka bhagya janam se phele hi likh diya jaata hai .Kaun se bhagvaan likhte hain yeh to main nahin jaanta lekin mera bhagya avahsya hi Pavanputra ne likha hai....nahin to jeevan ke kisi mod ke kisi andhkaar porna kone main hi sahi par kisi kanya ka prayojan avashya hota

Are prabhu aap to bhagvaan hain....aap ajar amar hain...aap gyani hain.....aap apni pratigya se atal hain.....par meri bhagya rachna karte samay keval ek baar apna bhramcharya ka vrat kuchch kshanon ke liye toda hota to yeh sevak aaj yeh blog nahin likh raha hota.

Meri manein to ab aap bhi Indra aur Krishna se mitrata badhayein.Mera kya ... main to ek tuchch prani hoon agar aajeevan stri vihin rehna pada to bhi sirf ek jeevan ki baat hai.
Kintu prabhu aap...jinka koi aadi hai na ant...kya yeh vichaar aapke man ko kabhi vyakul nahin karta?

Ab yeh shanka bhi to niradhaar nahin ki aap stri viheen hone ki katuta se uttapan kop ka bhajan humein bana rahe hain.

Hey prabhu,aap kahein to apne saath main aapke liye bhi prarthna karoonga, kintu meri bhagya rachna par punah vichaar karein.


Jaya Hanumana gyana guna sagara
Jaya Kapisa tihun loka ujagara
Rama doota atulita bala dhama
Anjani-putra Pavana suta nama
Mahavira Vikrama Bajrangi
Kumati nivara sumati Ke sangi
Jaya Hanumana gyana guna sagara
Jaya Kapisa tihun loka ujagara

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Life ,Destiny and Death

The title does not convey the meaning fully, but I have kept it this way purposely. The reason is that most people think these concepts are independent of each other. What I am realizing and what the correct title should have been is :
"Life's destiny is death"

How many of us think that we are alive ? How do we know we are alive ?
more importantly what is this thing called life?

Life is nothing but a state of perpetual daze in which we keep repeating the routine acts like zombies to keep the illusion called life, alive.

All of us are just waiting ,waiting for the time to free ourselves from the routine acts and this can happen only when we die. We are not allowed, we are not trained to do things other than routine. No matter what you do things are going to become regular/routine /mundane at some point . So most of us (including me) try to dodge the certainity called death by creating a third state other than life and death and we do this by switching what we do but this only works for a few days and then again you are back to routine and the wait starts all over again.


Some say I don't have passion and I say passion is just another illusive concept . A concept that acts like consolation for doing routine things while waiting for death. Its just another way to say I am as good as machine now.

It looks like death is dictating the terms and conditions of your life. Its like saying you have limited time so don't try to do too many things .Just do what you are supposed to do.

The way things are ,most of us will have comfortable lives but lives devoid of choices.

You can say that you are alive only when you have control over everything in your life ,even death. Only then you could say that you did not wait for death it was just a choice you made. All of us want to break free from everthing that we are expected to do and do what we want to do.What we want is not fixed ,it keeps changing, so according to me we want to live life day by day. We want to live in the spur of the moment and want to die when we choose to die because then death will be one of the choices we make and not our destiny. Infact there will be no destiny and there will be no life but we will be alive and since there will no life there will be no death!!,there will be just the moment!!!

THERE WILL BE NOW.....NOW IS ABOUT CHOICES.......NOW IS ABOUT INDEPENDENCE....NOW IS ABOUT DEFYING DEATH....NOW IS ABOUT NO LIFE....NOW IS JUST NOW....