i am writing again ..just some (s)crap

I have decided that I will write the title when I have finished writing this blog. I don't have anything specifc in my mind just want to write something. Well for starters i am a bit scared these days because I think my work schedule is going back to what is used to be in college and I hate that. Research : I am here just for the sake of glamour. I don't like working on something I know nothing about I am jus making guesses and my gusses are as good as any one elses. I should move out of research asap becuase this is not for me. I don't have enough conviction to pursue anything for a very long time. Its just me..I want quick answers a lot of people to work with working on challenging problems almost kills me